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looking back at the fury filled post previously, to think how much its so not worth my energy, why exert my strength on something which the other party cant reach to a common view, agreement. *shucks*
went to school but didnt attend the class today, cause i overslept and by the time i reached, the teacher had already dismissed the whole class, oh well, its my wrong in anyway. continued my bus journey to queensway shopping centre to join the rest of them. hmmm seems like peeps in the group has deepened the grude against marcus, i cant do any single stuff, im too minor to influence the whole group but i will not do the same as they did, i will use my own way to show them wats my stand.
went bugis's virtualland while waiting for robbie to settle his work for the day, didnt have luck in catching the soft toys = ( ..... played maximum tune 3 DX with my white R-32 skyline, done tuning my Supra, shall concentrate on R32 now. after the session in the arcade, the group went on the search for the restaurant that robbie introduced, lol, everyone pointed a direction of the whereabouts of that restaurant, we muggled in tan quee lan street for quite a while before we finally found the shop.
settled in the shop, was surprised at the cleanliness and the ambiance of the surroundings, everything and everywhere were so clean and we ordered all the food that were going to fill all the stomach. had alot of laughter and jokes, later we had coffee at TCC, i had my minty mocha but i still preferred Coffee bean's minty mocha = (, the tampines contigent ride on a cab and home sweet home.
its a night filled with warmth yet heartaching ..... ming yu has been closest to me in the group as she talked to me the most and tonight, she holded my hand throughout the dinner and coffee session, my heart was almost tearing up to pieces, as thoughts flooded endlessly in my mind. images of michelle, xiao zhu and ming yu flashes through me, repeatedly ... i sank deeper into my thoughts on my way home on the bus, i don like ming yu but i can felt the warmth and the comfort of being pampered by someone. for the past three months, i have been trying to catch up with xiao zhu, hope that she would see the sparks in us but things havent been going on well recently as we sort of having communication break down, secrets walled me out of her world and so does she. so much to say, yet nothing can be done. its the most happy thing to be loved and a tiring chore to love someone, i truely agree with that phrase now. jean advise that if things cant work out, i should move on. move on to the next one. this idea struggled within me, the feelings that have rooted in me, now i have to tear out all that pieces of affection. it sure hurts me .... lingering in the junction of decisions again, life is about everyday's choices and it makes a far bigger effect on the latter.
im trapped, messed and an unspeakable feeling .... does anyone do understand me ? putting a smile face and get on with things fast but who really does understand ? now im listening to
你把我灌醉, a perfect song to describe my mood.
3:57 AM
Thursday, February 5, 2009
if you wanna show your nobility by defaming all your ex boyfriends to impress or to get empathy from your current boyfriend, like how you talked bad about Jeff to me, then i think you have reached your goals but not your motive.
how ungrateful can someone get ? i have grown up so should you .......
after this incident, i had a reviewed of my life, i think im really blessed. i have a very understanding mum who would standby me in even the hardest and toughest situation, fun loving sisters who would bring laughter and joy to me and a bunch of magnanimous friend, listening to me in times of sorrow and share happiness unselfishly ....... do you ? life aint all about relation, i have got over that, have you ?
