`*``*A WoRlD oF mY LiTtLe SiLlY AcTs & a BiG PiEcE oF ThouGht ~`*``*

the feelings are stirring the shit out of me ... its getting worse and worse as each day passed by. but i cant do a single shit. came across this song, its by Ne-yo, the lyrics in the song touched my heart, it feels so alike to me yet not exactly the same.

Ne-yo
Mad

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[Verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

woke up in the mid of my sleep, when its like 4.49am, im restless but cant stop thinking of her, im thwarted but there wont be any changes to the situation. soon, her birthday will be coming ..... planning her birthday with honey and most probably will go bintan with her and honey for a small holiday. hmm brain storming for ideas what can we do for her birthday, of course wanna it unforgettable memories for her, oh well, im sure i can do it.

went to Waraku Pasta at Cineleisure with all my good old buddies, Adrian Tan, Larry Tok, Andy Long, Ang Siak Wei, Daniel Lin, Hang Loon, Sam Wee, Ye Jun, Jones Tay (and his wife), Tze Yong, John Lim and the most important Auston Lam, he came back to Singapore to transfer plan to Australia to commence his term. I had Caborana Waraku Style Pasta, YUMMY ! though everyone looks different but the feelings never changed, though we dont contact each other much but we are still as closely knitted, just like how we used to be, spanking each other's butt, throwing pillows at each other, AWWW i miss those days and with michelle, who always companied me much of my time ....... dont hope much for my near coming future, cause i still cant seems to find the direction which i wanna go, i know its kinda late for not planning for my future but no one knows wat might happen ~ so shall take one step at a time.

alright shall try to count my sheeps again ...... night folks ..... love ya all.

4:39 AM

weeeeeeee ..... back to blog again. wahaha, as lazy as ever to blog .... oh well, thats me i guess.

went to phuture with xiaozhu and honey (*P.S honey is not my honey but xiao zhu's honey, but we call her that) its been so long since i stepped in there, but xiao zhu missing in action in zouk longer than me so she has been anticipating this day for very long. but she had a bad day at work, so the undesirable feelings carried on even in zouk. hmmm hong yin messaged me and asked me to call her because of something important so i went out to the favourite place of mine and talked to her, jia yi and her bf seems to reach the end of the relation journey. spend close to an hour on the phone, didnt notice xiao zhu called and smsed me so much till i look at my phone ..... she is fuming mad at me. IM SORRY to keep you waiting xiao zhu, i would want to spend more time with you but need to settle some stuffs thats why im away.

had a flaming laborgini with honey, share a jug of red bull vodka and a bottle heiniken with xiao zhu. they had till their fill and we went phuture to start the party for the night !!! hmm honey emoing, xiao zhu emoing too , ARGH ~ luckily they did not let emo took the better side of them. they had a fun time dancing crazily at the dance floor, i had my fair share too. guess i treasured the time when xiao zhu is dancing next to me only, other than that im staring at honey, xiao zhu and another unknown lady dancing next to me .....

5:39 AM